Would u be mad?

well im adopted. My real mom said she couldn't take care of me but she kept my sister i think thats a little f***** up but anyway i was adopted into a white family and i go to an almost all white/mexican school so im a little bit uncomfortable. I used to have this friend named alex one day she blurted out i dont like the color of your skin and i was to shocked to say anything so now i always think of myself as ugly and burnt. My real mom didnt tell anybody about me untill 2 yrs ago that made me REALLY mad. My real dad doesnt think im his daughter b/c i look like my moms side thats really retarted i know he hates me b/c when we got our report cards back he said ur only dumb if u get a D's and thats what i got exactly and he gave my sister $20 and she got C's which isnt too high from a D so i know he adores her i know shes alot prettier and smarter but they didnt have to rub it in but my real question is would u be mad or would u not care???

I would be mad... I see your point! You can't let their ignorance affect you. Easier said than done.. right? I know. But, you have to show yourself you are better than them, not them. You are who you are, no matter what people say or think. Be proud and do what you have to do to make something out of your life! You are a human being with feelings. Learn to love yourself and take one day at a time. You already know not to expect anything from them, so don't even try. Get your education and they will see in the end how smart and important you really are. I'm sure you are beautiful too! You are not the only person with dark skin in this world, so you are not an outcast! Take care. I wish you the best!